Re aWaken

Waking up from my past, ind turned to darkness.

Tears overflow from my very painful eyes.

Heart started to feel humiliated, gasping for air.

As my body breakdown from all of my experiences, a view of yesterday never stops.

I wanted to clash out, shouting to break free.

As i awaken myself in reality...

from deep darkest of my sub-conscious mind..

Realizing it wasn't a nightmare nor a dream.

But reality and problem itself.

How should i face it?

Run for it?

Hide from it?

Deny it?

I'm tired, from all of this.

Felt like,giving up.

But as i stumble in the corner,

Feeling seclusive and down...

A very hand laid in front of me,

Reaching out.

As i held mine, tears drifted.

Heart felt enlightened, floating amidst of all.

Hope and faith within radiate my entire being.

My very weak face turn smiling back.

Instilled in my childish head;

Fear,

Sorrow and pain,

Heartache,

Laughed with,

Humiliated,

Hated to,

Betrayed,

Forgotten,

Change,

Stagnation of oneself,

Truth and lies,

Use and be use,

Problem and circumstances,

Losing and winning,

Failure and success,

Life and death,

Are part of life.

Facing and preparing are the answer.

Denying and running are worthless!

It wont leaved your path merely stay.

And as time goes make us staunch.

I re-awaken myself,as i now oath to know the fundamentals of life.

Now as i pick up ad reconnect the pieces of my wing..

I hope someday as the end comes,

I would be able to fly eternally.....